http://zindy.deviantart.com/art/Lost-Footsteps-294103980

Sooner or later I guess everybody feels a little bit lost.
The society claims that you shall not trust anyone, unless you want to end up hurt and alone. So you mustn't depend on anyone. About this, I have the same opinion, yet I disagree totally. And my disagreement is leading me into an abyss, an endless deep hole. The society is selfish and mindless, likewise the individuals, who are just poor and egocentric beings.
One way or another we all are in a deep hole; the difference is simple. Whilst some use others to "climb" in life, others remain there, in that deep and dark hole. They can't hurt anyone! I am just one of those people who everybody uses to go up in life... just like the rubbish that the mule used...to go up and get its life back again. Will share the story I read that made me cry...but before doing that, did you know creative people use trash to create wonderful pieces of art?! And their beauty is supreme!

https://cris1208.comunidades.net/the-old-mule-in-the-well

So, now that you read the story you are thinking:"Why the hell she cried if the story has a happy ending?” Are you sure its end is a happy one? Perhaps I think too much, but despite of the mule’s victory, what does he have for real? Nobody! He didn’t trust the ones who wanted to bury him alive, so he fought and got out of the well, however, he is alone, all by himself, just like folks are. 
Don’t see trust as something bad, otherwise you will end up conquering everything, but having nothing. Living alone is not living, is surviving. And that’s what people are doing.

29/12/2015

I will explain... may I? Whenever people think about themselves, they are surviving; by other hand, when a person thinks about others, they are living. To live is not only breathing and eating; to live is sharing. I am shocked as people are so inhuman. Every day I get a new surprise, even when I think that nothing can shock me anymore... Boom!

Nobody trusts anyone, but everybody is trustful. This made me remember about Facebook and the other social networks; everyone is happy, honest and perfect. Every person likes animals, and we all are unable to steal and/or to do all the bad things, so I ask: Who is doing all this if we all are so great?! A fake world! They speak about love, but they never felt it, their words are so irresistible, but the wind takes them away, even the smiles are forged.

30/12/2015

Am just wondering...why everybody has to pretend to be someone they aren't? Is it so hard to be themselves? I am such a bad actress... (my bad luck!)