16/01/2016

The million-euro question is... Why should anyone care about someone?

This society is literally killing me. I  am in a blind alley. I wish I wasn't here...

People don’t want links, connections; we live in a time where everything and everyone is disposable. No attachments, no feelings, no emotions; here they are, the ideal conditions to repeal love. The less important has become the more important... I look at the world and I see nothing. People are heartless, worse than "animals" (animals are innocent) they are robots (always ready to hurt) and their "software" is common to (almost) everybody. Everyone listens to the same "song", everybody speaks the same "language".

People have no passion; that intense energy that gives you the strength to fight, to stay and to work. They are empty and, consequently, selfish. And looking at them, I lament so much that I end up losing all my energy.

There is no other way; either I accept the society and join them or I keep going like this; one way or another I am dead. In the first case, I die at once and if I resist to the actual culture I will be dying slowly...struggling agonizingly. I always was a resistant person, but now I find no meaning in the world. That’s the result of people taking out your dreams and hopes...at the end, nothing left. I remember that once I told a friend (a real one) that I should be a real “bitch” (and by this word, I mean be a very bad person, okay?) and his answer was weird... to be honest, I don’t even know if I understood what he said. His answer was “You don’t need that. You are one level up”!

So I can conclude that I am not even worthy of living in this world. Definitely, this is not for me. Am just so enough...