04/04/2016

A few months back, a guy with whom I spoke for maybe 3 or 4 days told me something weird: “Nobody helps anyone for free; people always want something in return”. This phrase was about a woman that was going to help me to restart in some other country. I was pissed off with the things he said about her, even without knowing the person. And he finished his "beautiful" sentence calling me of naive. I even wrote something about this at that time. To expect something in return is so rooted in people’s brains that they try everything to “buy” human beings. As if people could be bought! They offer (he, himself is included) the most stupid things you can think about, just to try to get what they want!  
Sadly, he was right. Everyone left me, including the woman I defended so much. And if I look at myself, I also want something in return: friendship!

I don’t know about you, but with me it has always been like this; every time I depend on others (love, friendship...) they always let me down; people always give up on me! The little things I achieved was all by myself and against everybody... it’s life! Perhaps the society is right; maybe we shall only depend on ourselves and don’t trust anyone, though a life without trust is like a dry river... even if it’s raining! Can you call a river -river- even if it is dry?!

The more I go, the less I know...